Vacation Anxiety

I can easily see myself as a shut-in.

At the end of June The Lovely Harvey's mom is coming down so I will be released from my stay-at-home-dad duties.

I've been given a reserve of cash and travel orders.

Now I sit here as the day nears getting ever more anxious about going on the trip.

Will the old friends I've not seen for years still like me?

Will the people I've arranged to met like me in person?

Should I just stay home?

I really hate this.

I used to be the "fuck it, let's ROLL" person.